Bring on the Goofy faces!!!!

Something i made just 'cause i was pretty bored

List of things that annoys/makes me angry. I ussually tend to far away from these things, but when it comes, i cant help but being an angry LOLcat >:3 I am easily forgetting these shiz,though.

With bonus some LOLcat piccies!! =D And another macros  So here we go!

1. When i had an art-block

     Darn you art block >:[ Art is pretty much my life, and i am an Art Whore, everything i do, see, hear, read, have to have something relate with Art ,pretty much all the time So art block is the darkest time in my life :( srsly ferrealz. Everytime i had an art block, i feel like i want to SCREEMz LYK A KINKAY LOLCAT

2. When my internet FAIL at life

    It happens so often lately. I hate it when it took 56 millions years for me to go to my friend's post or commenting, when you guys post so much and fast!! xD I hate it when my internet being so damn slow....

3. When i lost my pencils

    Pretty much same with art block, but this is much more annoying >:[ Because i have an idea, i WANT to draw, im ready to do it, i WANT to do it, but i dont have the pencils D= And my town Bookstore doesnt sells 8B and 6B pencils. DARN. So i have to wait 'till my Father buy me those pencils from jakarta. MORE DARN. Faaaaaaaiiiilllll...

4. Crapmakers

     They are the people who say 'OMG THIS BAND SUCKS ASSS!!! U GUYS NEED 2 GET A LIFE!' in a place that only for the fan of the band. Of shiz like that. They ussually doing it for fun and for teh LULZ but ended up making dramaz and another shiz. Or even some of them are just some boring people who wants dramaz. Kudos them for even having the time.

   5. The 'KNOW IT ALL' shiz

       These are when there's a news that we still hasnt sure is it true or false, you might call it a 'rumor' (oh snap) we all ussually have our own though.

       But it creeps the shiz out of me when people goes

       'ITS NOT 'A'!!!! ITS 'B'!!! OMG GET YOUR FACE STRAIGT GUYS!!!! BUT I WONT TELL YOU WHERE I GOT THIS'

       or

        'THEY'RE NOT DATING YOU DUMBASSES!!! U GUYS R TEENIEz'

         0_e

        Scary, it is.

So those are things that scares/annoys/makes me angry. Whats yours?

I decided to tag people 'cause i want to know yours ;)

i tag : Missielmay, Woohoo23 , Kassady , PutriTheWicked, ImRadYo , Undead4Gerard and xBlanksFace

=]

Well, so

;D

Have a good day! =]

12 songs that makes me happy =D

1. Racun Dunia - The Changcuters

    I love this song so effing much. Every time i heard it, i feel like i want to scream out loud for the happiness and the energy it gives to me XD TRUFAX.

2. Biarlah - Nidji

     Catchy. Im a truly nidjiholic like a truly alcoholic, so there's no way for me to not liking this song =]

3. Grace Kelly - Mika

     Bhaha man, its pretty obvious that Mika is a man of happiness XD

4. Newborn - Muse

   I LOVE to headbanging to this song. Buz

5. Gila- Gilaan -The Changcuters

     They PWNed me XD The song means 'crazy' Totally is crazy XD I always jumping everytime i heard it.

6. Mr. Brightside - The Killers

     I just love the up-beat XD

7. Black Market love - Superman Is Dead

     FUCKING ROCKS. enough said.

8. Loving You - D'cinnamons

     I can totally relate the lyric to someone...that i really love ^_^ The guitar is sweet also =]

9. Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy

     Oh well, basically all song by FOB makes me want to DANNS LYK A KINKY LOLCAT. TRUFAX =]

10. Guilty Pleasure - Cobra Starship

      Aw man, its Cobra Starship! w00t!!! =D This song rocks! And they came to make me dance tonight! XD

11. Thank You For The Venom - My Chemical Romance

      Headbanging. Screaming. Jumping. Run.

      Thats my reaction when i listen to this song XD

12. Tell Me Baby - Red Hot Chilli Peppers

       I just have to heard this song and/or watchthe video every morning to give me TEH ENERGY =]

AND.....i tag Missielmay , tommorow , Bizarreland , tornuplovenotes , Skullamy ,, and Kassady =]

I just found some pics that makes me goes WTFand LOL
yesterday.

rare. I've never seen them before.

Thats Mikey Way. And Gabe Saporta.

OMGZLYKWTMFS????

'nuff said.

OI. Do i see Wentzface?

=D

Nah, imnot gonna talk about the cuteness about the pic (doesnt mean i dont think its cute)

Hey, pete. You wear diffrent shoes.

Did he even realised that?

/end picspam

LOL i spelled 'baby' as 'bibeh' =P The Changcuters refrence! xD

Anyway...there's a lot of news i gotten today,let me show you them ;D

1. New Hair!

So my Grandma think my hair was too long, so she demand me to cut it. Well, i've always want to cut it anyway. It makes me feel hot. I mean, hot as in makes me sweating ;]

I choose the supershort haircut. Because it makes me feel 'fresh' :]

2. NEW CAMERA.

   W00T!!!! Another reason my father is a true winner!!! He buy me a new camera! he promise me its much more better than the older one =D and its 7.0 megapixels. the older one was just 4 megapixels xD

AH!!! I love you Dad :}

He still in Jakarta now, i have to wait untill sunday when he comes home.

3. NIDJI CONCERT

w00t YAY!!! Im going to watch Nidji Concert for the first time in my life, ever! =D Tuesday..tuesday...come faster....

4. New Obsession!

Im addicted to this Indie band named The Changcuters! Funny ;cause i just saw them YESTERDAY. a little show, Riot Bulungan xD

They interest me 'cause their Smashing Rock nRoll music that always make me headbanging =] and the funny lyrics. and the crazt stage act. AND THE VOCALIST IS JUST SO DAMN FUNNY xD

If you want to check out this band, i have 2 videos of them :p

Their MySpazz = http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=11159646 

;]

Thats pretty much everything that makes me super excited today. This weeks, maybe :p

Have a great day =]

I dont even sure i spell 'recap' right...

Anyway, this week start from 9th June- 11th June is my Final Exams days. It was a tired, boring, sleepy days. I'll share you whats going on on the Final Exams.

Lets start with the exams, shall we? I'll use Drawings to help you get the picture ;]

1. Math

   
TRUE DAT MY FRIEND.

Probably because our teacher, Mr. Budin, doesnt teach us based the Books. He has hiw own method and test. But the other teachers doesnt. And i heard from my mom (who is the English teacher in my school) Mr. Budin doesnt made the test. So yeah... There's even a test about what Mr. Budin Doesnt teach usD=  just one though :p But it went perfectly okay, juat 'cause im trying hard and get a erhm 'little help' from my friend. Hehe ;]

2. Indonesian language

Yeah, the Indonesian Language test ALWAYS wants some long-ass answer. The questions wasnt so difficult, but it took longass time for me to wrote it. DEMIT.

3. biology

It seriously was. Well, i do interest with biology so much, 'cause i love nature and the creatures (plants, insect, etc..) Its even fun for me to wrote the answer XD

4. English language

I dont know does the person who made the questions is trully un-innovative or just blatanly rip-off from the Student Bookworks O.o Its EXACTLY the same with the questions on the Books! Or, maybe they want to make it easy. It seriously WAS! But guess not for my friends...They're all "argh! This is difficult!" Or "Oh man, i dont know what to answer" Or "....." a.k.a. speechless.

So they start throwing paper to me. Asking (or i must say DEMAND) answer of the question from me. So i just finished the text Super Quick and erhm 'helping' them. Oh well, they're my friends after all. I couldnt leave them...eh x]

5. geography

HOLYMOTHERFUCKINGSHIT.

Thats my first reaction. It wasnt that hard, really but its the same with Indonesian language, longass answer. but thats not why i freaked out. It's cause 60 % OF THINGS I LEARN, STUDY, AND REMEMBER FOR THE LAST 2 WEEKS IS NOT COME OUT ON THE TEST.

D=

There are too much things in Geography...i mean WAY too much, so they only get little bit of the question. argh >_>

But overall, that was ok ;] And FREEDOM. i has them nao XD

After the Exams, from 11th june- 14th june, we are COMPLETELY NOT DOING ANYTHING. D= Seriously, even on Saturday, the teachers lock our class. The Headmaster say that they gve us time to play outside (outside the class) because oftenly when we're study the students (mainly boys) kept playing. And that was on the study time (i swear i've never did that)

So thay give us some free time. Oh, how sweet...but to be honest? I'd rather to sit on the class drawing, reading or sleeping.

>_>

You know what happen if i brough my camera to school? CAMEWHORING PARTAY OF MY FRIENDS!!

Yes, you see that short-haired girl twice. Yes, she's a great great camwhore. She always ask me to take her pics everytime she saw me and my camera. Eh.

But there's some of my friends who doesnt like camera...

Thats Melda and Ayu. Shitty quality 'cause they were running when i want to take their pics. come on guys, it aint that bad XD

And since this monday, we're going to have a Classmeeting, where each class are in lots of competition like football,basketball,volleyball,etc..etc...

Im gonna join the basketball team and the English Speech contest. yays!

So, how was your weekend, people? =]

buh-bye :]

I so want to draw now, but i've lost my Drawing Mood. I dont know what to draw. Its just that i've finished all the pictures im willing to draw. Now, i dont know what to draw.

Any suggestion? =P

But then again, i think i couldnt be on Buzznet more often, and wouldnt updating my drawing...

Because 3 days from now, is my Final Exams at school.

Oh great. I got my FINAL EXAMS in three days and im still here on teh interwebz. xP

Im still drawing ONE Frank now, and might will upload it.

Anyway, Do you guys have any drawing request for me? =P

Just in case if im bored. But im going to upload it about a week from now ;D

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

you'll have fun. i hope so =P

yep. Real Life has drama too.

unfortunately.

it's going on between 3 of my friends, which i wont named here =P

the first person, call her A was complaining to me that the others friends, call them B and C, was using her phone to calling their, erhm, boyfriend. without her permition. B and C has been doing that for a while. for a lots time, actually. i do understand why A was pissed off. =P i though it wasnt a big deal.

but it was.

B though A doesnt let her using her phone because A wants to HAVE HER BOYFRIEND.

?_?

B though, A want to 'cut off' the connection and the comunication between B and that boy, with NOT LETTING B USING HER PHONE, so B couldnt call her boyfriend.

so the shitty drama flow, and there's a rumor that A is shit-talking about B with me. Only because she talk to me for a long time and looks so excited.

-umm, dude, we were talking about Japanese horror movie.-

it's flow with, i tried to explain to B that it wasnt A plan to 'GET' her boyfriend. in fact, A has have a boyfriend. i dont want them to fight more . they are all my friend :(

but you know what? C say 'come on, Its none of your business. leave us alone'

and it wasnt in a good way, it was quite RUDE i tell you. and i wasnt actually talk to C but why does she's the one who pissed off? i only talk to B. really >_< and B was ignoring me too. she seems to doesnt want to know the truth.

so i left the class for 15 minutes. in the bathroom. sneezing.

=P

okay so first off...

WHAT THE HELL?

B actually though A wants to cut off the comunication between her and her 'boyfriend' simply because she doesnt let her using her phone?

umm dude, i wont let someone use my phone for calling their boyfriend. because you know what? it's going to be long ass talk, and me and A are just a 13 years old student. it's expensive, ya know.

Second,

C, please, grow up. none of my business? you are ALL my FRIENDs. i am the one you call when you sick. i am the one you ask for help when you need helo for homework -ferrealz- and you oftenly CARE with MY business.

that was wuite rude, really. i was just want to CLEAR THINGS UP. because you know, i hate drama.

why do you guys get pissed off for shit like this? TELL ME. TELL A. so things will cleared up.

why dont you just stop it? Why dont they just dont stop the drama and the fight? ?_?

Third,

Yeah, you know what? that was the reason why people think LEAST about teenagers and 13-years-old-girls.

they got mad and pissed off, strting dram because of misunderstanding like this. What The Hale? >_>

i could talk all that things infront of them, but i know, it wasnt a good time.

i have to wait, someday i will say

"OH COME ON! THAT LITTLE SHITTY MISUNDERSTANDING RUINED A FRIENDSHIP????

THE WORLD IS FUCKING ASPLODES NOW!"

i so want to.

but i cant now.

not exactly.

maybe.

steal the idea from Dani (onesixsix) journal.

1. Hypocrite.

     That is my word for you. seriously, what do you support? which one do you believe? which one that you like? being honest!! you always makes me want to bang my fucking head to the wall everytime you talk about 'that'. infront of me, you support 'a' but behind me? you LURVS 'b'. come the fuck on.... -.-

2. its not your fault really, but YOU start it, goddamnit. why? WHY? seriously, i do understand your point, but hey realised it you FAIL. FAIL. FAIL. you hear me? just stop it. please.

3. sometimes you amaze me, but sometimes you bug the fuck out of me. i think you should just kill all that fangirlish childish feeling in your brain. srsly. kill it.

4. Hah, forget it. you're not 'awesome' just because you do something that anybody else DOESNT want to do. being realistic. face the truth. face it, that you wouldn't be the second version of 'that-wonderful-person'. forget it.

5. HAHA. you're amazing. happy now? no, you're not. really. you're confusing and so full of controversy. but what for? no, i would never be like you. kthxbye.

6. GAH! why cant anyone being just like you? you care, you love, you're sweet, you're talented you're everything! and now you're gone, i really realised how you are so extraordinary. :(

7. THANK YOU. thank you for making me feel normal! its a good thing that you dislike 'that thing' too! simply because you're normal! :) there should be more people like you in this world, so there would be no war. at all.

8. I. Love. You. you are the real winner. thnks for everything you gave to me. happily. thanks for always supporting and cheers me up. you're awesome :)

9. Dude, seriously, i want to meet you. i feel the need we HAVE to meet and being friend in REAL life. you're so amazing. if you're my real friend too,. my life is perfect.

10. erhm, i might will scares you if you know this someday but i love you, so effing much.

       but you dont even know me. but i still love you. i want you to be happy, and i am the meanest bitch in this world if someone hurt you. Be happy, dear :)

Just to scare y'all. 4 of this people is on Buzznet. TADA!

but oh well, the 3 of 4 are the good one. only one is bad.

I love hyperbole words for title/

but seriously, im Uber Hysteric now...

because my Dad just come home 5 mins ago from Jakarta and guess what he gave me?

a tablet.

A FREAKING TABLET.

GODDAMNITYAY!!!!!!

I've never even request him to buy me that, he say he buy it for me so i can improve meh skills in digital art.

hiw sweet =P

pictures and drawings soon!! =D =D =D =D

*off to hugs Dad for the 5 times*

1. Tell Me Baby - Red Hot Chili peppers

    these guys ROCKS so hard =] i especially love the bass. (FLEA ROCKS)

    and crazy video xD

2. Apple(suicide on your stereo set) - annemarie

    possibly the only pop song i like =]

3. Cinta Melulu -  Efek Rumah Kaca

     a song questioning why does most of songs, it has to have something to do with love?

     since i dont like romantic song, i support this song =]

4.  Disco Lazy Time - Nidji

     this song is the first indonesian british-rock-alternative i know. and it's awesome =]

5. Plug In Baby - Muse

     No word need.

      They're Fantastic

i tag.... Mypunketteromance , missielmay , panica , tornuplovenotes , rockinponda , NOvemberuncertain and Unacanella =]

sorry if you've tagged...hehehe ;P

mmkay..few days ago i decided to leave DA.... but i change my mind now.

i think that place is pretty fine. and as i said in one of xcaliburr post, DeviantArt is a mean place. you wont get recognized unless you have amazing stuff. and that actually a good thing. because it push you to be better.

but the problem is, im nowhere near 'DA awesome'

second, i tried to fit in as a 'fanartist'. a mcrmyfanartist, lets say. but i fail. because i dont make what the mcrmyartist there like;

1. colorful comic *IM A MAJOR FAIL IN DRAWING DIGITAl!!!!*

2. frerard/waycest/slash. *it just that all romantic-thingy gives me a stomachache*

so i officially fail.

Third, i feel so effing lonely there. i dont really have someone to talk with. i want friends.

but my lovely and awesome friend, Winona *woohoo23* said, she wants to be my friend there. well, thats just give me some hope.

so i think about it again, and i guess i wont leave DA =]

BUT...i'll make a new account. because ;

1. i dont want people to see my crappy old page anymore =]

2. my username is too long for deviantart! i'll make it simple like 'Anra' next time =]

but i'll make it 2 weeks from now. just have to improve my art now. i have to.

i have new obsession...a very stupid, weird, strange, and maybe, a little bit of vanity ...and greed.

i want to be the top contributor for Muse and My Chemical Romance community, ONLY with myartwork.

mmyeah.

iknow it's hard. but i'll try =]

maybe two years from now, i'll make it =]

wish me luck =]

(this is just a random journal. cant say it's a poem, just say it's something writen by me :p)

you may make a mistake to me,

and you think it's okay.

you may disturb me,

and you think it's nothing.

you may bug me,

and you didnt realised that.

but no.

you disturb me. you bug me. you make a mistake.

and it's not okay.

i will never forget. and i will never forgive.

i may will forgive, but i wont forget.

i will always remember that.

and no apologize accepted.

i am mean. i am evil. i am not a good person.

for real.

no,not because the reason in the past journal, because i know im the only person in this world who think diffrently about that and the only person in this world who have problem with it.

no, not because one of you. you guys are amazing and kind,each one of you.

but because im sick now.

yep, i have flu,cough, and fever at the same time. whoop-the-effing-dhoo.

i dont want to leave, but my parents force me to. but yeah, of course they do!

so, i wont online much untill i recovered. i might (note : might) will post and/or comment, but im not sure.yet.

to ending this post, i'll let you know that i have new project. a tribute for my buzznet friends.

but sssh, it's stil a secret ;]

as a mcrmy.

no, seriously, something really bug me :p

lyk, 'z0mG nO w@i!!1!1 d@t iz sO H@wT!!111!!  GaWd, Diz HAs Tu BE Tru~1!!!111!``1'

and 'tHiz cAnT b3 TruE!1!11 FuK dAT bEtCh!'

im not desired to talk about them now.

dont.

even.

start

Somone want to talk about Muse now?

3 WOA today!!!

WOA 1. :

http://www.buzznet.com/groups/buzznetoriginals/forum/topics/283761/buzznet-original-04-08-08/?t=home|handpicked|buzznetoriginalanrathebadangel

O.O

I am a Buzznet original now! God..i feel sooo honored!

Thank you so much everyone! especially to fadzoo for doing the write up! Love you!!! =D

WOA 2:

ONE OF MY FAV. BAND EVER, WHITE SHOES AND THE COUPLES COMPANY GET A NICE REVIEW FROM SXSW FESTIVAL!! =D

http://www.pitchforkmedia.com/article/news/49302-sxsw-saturday-matthew-solarski

review:

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White Shoes & the Couples Company [Habana Annex; 11 p.m.]


And now for something complete different...indie pop! From Indonesia! Jakarta sextet White Shoes & the Couples Company (minus a guitarist here) came from halfway around the world to entertain, and entertain they did. Between the slick matching wedding band getup, the highly danceable retro pop stylings, and the picture-perfect poise of charismatic vocalist Aprilia Apsari, there was much to love about this Minty Fresh-signed act. Separated from this adorable performance, the music may have come across a bit hokey, but give these kids credit for their willingness to put on a show, complete with sing- and clap-alongs, much moving of feet, and even a cute drum solo bit.

So long, SXSW 2008! It's been real.

 

if you have no idea why i crazy in love with this band, visit their myspace :

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=60008349

 

 

WOA 3:

English Speech Competition.

yep, thats what im gonna deal a weak from now.

wish me luck xD

 

Thank you all :]

Im starting '300 Project'

yay! go 300!

but wait, wait, not this 300:

but this 300 project named '300 Frank'

Frank? yes,yes, this Frank:

what is '300 Frank'?

'300 Frank' is a project where i draw Frank each day and post it here.

Why Frank?

because for me he has a diffrent face and he is attractive. and his stage act is amazing *IM NOT TALKING ABOUT FRERARD!!!*

why 300?

because, because...everybody else has do 360 project. mine 300 =P

just so you know :] i start today :]

thank you ~~~ :]

I just read one of the most heartless story ever.

The story is, about Frank Iero, Jamia Iero, and Gerard Way.

so, Jamia had a miscarriage and she lost her baby. she's very sad and so do Frank. Gerard come to 'cheer him up' and the making out scene coming *haha*

then, i realise this is a frerard story, but i continue reading because i want to know the ending.

and you know what?

the author write Frank dump Jamia because she had miscarriage and she lost her baby, so he left her and go with Gerard. because, the author write, he doesnt have to love her anymore. it's better to be with Gerard. and -the author write again- that Jamia has broke Frank's dream to have a child, so  this is Jamia fault.Jamia apologize, but Frank does not accept it.

so Frank left her, move with Gerard, and the story end with a frerard kiss.

okay.

WHAT.

THE.

FUCK.

the author write that Frank left Jamia because she had  miscarriage and it's HER fault, so they dont have to be together anymore.

what? hey, 'the author',* i wont name this person* do you even realize how heartless is that? do you actually think Frank would be that heartless?

this story is just like saying, if a woman having a miscarriage, she should not being loved anymore. just dump her like a junk. she is nothing anymore. not loved at all.even if she has trying to apologize.

that might not the purpose of the story, but, it gives effect like that.

imagine, you are having a miscarriage, you are sad, you feel guilty, and you feel you just made the greatest sin ever.

and BUM your husband leave you. for another person.

how's that feel?

Great? Awesome?

i dont think so. it's sad. it's scary.

so please, The Hardcore Frerard Fans, please, for the love of God, if you wrote a story of them, leave the girl alone. you made the story to amuse you, right? so, please, just make it between Frank and Gerard, and leave the girl alone.

this is one of the reason why frerard lovers got bad reputation. because they involving the girls, and made the girls as The Bad Person.

and this:

so, apparently, some Frerard lovers likes frerard because they hate their actual lovemate?

fine,fine, you have your opinion, i dont have any right to force you, BUT

just leave them alone. amuse yourself,write fuckload fanfics, but dont make the story too heartless. please.

Thank You.